18 and loving it!07:59
Her smile can enchant you and nurture,
An eighteen year old who plans less for future,
Whose words are bigger than her actions
and emotions bigger than mountains
Her mood twists and turns as does her destiny
Well! You all might be wondering why this girl is ranting all this! Why?Why?Why? Well.......*reveals the secret* The reason i am bothering my cupcakes with all this extra piece of mind is that.... in the coming month, that is August i will be crossing that "age is cage" limit and will turn into an official pakki adult! *sob* *sob* :P So i thought i should share the awesomeness of being an eighteen year old with you all by recollecting ,confessing and doing what not....on my personal diary :)
As an eighteen year old teenager i have thousands of memories i regret and zillions of which i cherish. Yes there was a day when i used to think that if i could just get one chance-just one....I would go back in time and change those moments which i regret and relive those which i truly miss but hold it!No more! I stopped living that dream as i no more dream of dreams which can only be dreamt! Why sob around a thing when you know you can't change it? What you can change is yourself-into a better person!
I have always been a fun loving girl who tries to spread smiles miles and miles, who tries to tie broken knots between close friends, who hopes for a better day even on her best day! Yes it's me! I truly hate the word 'hate' ah! *flips her hair* Well seriously... :) It's true that at times i have tried time and again to hate those mundane people who broke those crucial cords of my heart but however hard i try-it's just impossible! Maybe it's because i believe in my Prophet's agenda of "Forgive and forget!"
While i always try being happy, i wouldn't mind a couple of tears any time as they too are crucial! You won't believe it but it's the truth that the best of my creativity oozes out at the time when i am experiencing extreme emotions like intense anger and sorrow!...... There's this saying that "you can complete the journey of seven oceans without wetting your feet but never complete the journey of life without shedding tears!"
Well i am running out of "me thinks quotes n stuff" so i think that's all for today! *Does a break dance and laughs her heart out :P*
So Hum hain rahi pyaar ke, Phir milenge chalte chalte....! :D